RANDOM: Quick Update

So I haven't been blogging lately. Just a quick update, I'm done with the book, "A Year and Six Seconds". I am now reading, "Eat, Pray, Love."
I watched a very lame movie, "Your Highness", last night. I haven't downloaded new classic movies from iTunes so I make do with whatever movie is in my external hard drive. I am going to the Philippines and Malaysia (and possibly Singapore) in a couple of weeks and i still don't have a complete itinerary.
I am still considering not renewing my contract, the outcome would depend on how my vacation would go this holiday season. I have to discuss things with my family. That's all for now.

GARBAGE BIN

Lately, i've noticed that this blog functions as may garbage bin. where i dump a lot of my life's rubbish thoughts and emotions. i am sorry to whoever happens to drop by this site. i did not intend this to be such. however, i have no one to talk to and i am a girl, i have the need to express my feelings.

i feel really tired now. i want to give up and just let go. i'm too irritated now. i don't even know what to say. again, just like this post, another rubbish in my garbage  bin. my apologies.

UNTITLED

A lot of things going on at the same time. I feel like i've bitten more than i can chew. leading a group with most people older than me and the men are just going at each other. both sides telling me something against the other and sometimes i feel like i need to share it to somebody but i have to be responsible and not share anything to anyone.

my own life is a mess as well. my room's a chaos, my body clock is confused, and i don't know the next step to take with my life. once again, i am at that phase where i want a way out, i want to grow, to try new things. and new information really did come up today. the outcome of that info may have a huge impact on my decisions.

i need help. i need to remember that i should take one day at a time. one step...just one step each time. don't rush. i don't need to see the future. i just have to do good today. tomorrow is in God's hands. it will unfold just in time.