I haven't blogged for a while. I just really had the urge to express something. I feel like I have overwhelming responsibilities now. I always had them but this time it feels different. Maybe because I take them more seriously now. How I wish I could just get them over with. I want to escape, I want to quit. This is making me realize how weak I am...how much of a coward I am...despite other people's perception of me.
I'm feeling pretty scared. I need someone to help me, guide me, and just carry the burden with me. It is during these times that I am so thankful that I believe in God. Somehow, knowing that someone greater than you is watching over gives comfort. I've been having strange dreams lately and I'm having urges to scream.
Lord, help me. I feel so weak.
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